a wish come true

for his bday...nov 08

i wished for too much

prayed too hard

yes it is, its really too much to ask

ive asked God so many times

for Him not to close his doors

against my wish,

but as ive said, i know, it is too much

THEN YOU CAME

then there, right then and there

i asked Him

“LOrd what have i done to

deserve this gift?”

if you only knew how many times ive thanked him

— and question him at the same time …

is he really mine? is he really the one?

the answer to my prayers?

is this for real coz Lord if not…

im starting to be decieved

yes, ive wished too much

yet, God rewarded me

with a far greater answer…

he was a wonderful gift

unwrapped, simple, unnoticeable…

each day God dressed him

with such greatness

that you couldnt resist to stare

day by day he blooms into something

you couldnt explain

slowly, he enters my system like a poison

satisfying my dreams and visions

piece by piece he transformed

into an undeniably glamoruos gift

that until to this day i couldnt thank God enough

because no matter what I address this gift

it always turn itself into a priceless surprise

no matter how hard I test this gift

it always find itself winning over me

and no matter how many times I question its existence

it always comeback to me

theres nothing more to doubt

nothing more to say

no more questioning

I just give my endless thanks

Though it is your birthday,

Its me who receives the greatest gift.

You.

Ilove you.. Happy birthday mahal..

Happy bday daw sbi ni Jacob..=)

this is the good (married) life

I wake up with a smile as he kisses me on the forehead, he’d say good morning. Id smile then close my eyes again.. I love his hug, he squeezes me in his arms protecting me from the shiver of the night. We would argue at times, maybe many times… but as we travel along the path of marriage we learn, that’s reality. That’s the thing we could never deny. We learn from each mistake we’ve had, but its still up to us if we would close our doors to learning. We could always turn back and pretend that we didn’t go through something that left us a mark, we always have a choice not to listen. But with this, we intend not to grow, we inhibit ourselves from being loved. Ive learned so much from my husband. Weve been married for almost three months, at first I would block the fact that he’s right, that he’s hurt because im also right and hurt too.. but love is selfless. I need to remember that and put it into actions.

For sometime ive given a limit to his freedom, afraid of nothing. But well he’s still an individual who needs to explore. Im his wife and I don’t want to be the one to stop his growth, I don’t want to push him away. He’s teaching me to grow, he is helping me. And as they say its always a give and take, it’s a two-way street, it takes two to tango. So for now, I want to grow by his side, give in to his world, be his bestfriend. And above all his wife.

I hate it when he ignores my call, but still I love to call him. I hate it when he hurts me, but still I long for him. I love his short comings, I love him. I do. So much.

happy bday jadee june '07

Happy Birthday JADEE - JUNE 07

Jealous those of people circulating you

Admired by most, don’t know what to do

Dreaming of us together, never being apart

Enchanted by your eyes, piercing through my heart

Comprehension is inadequate to my reason

Anticipation grows, incoherent to decision

The sweet sound of your voice

Hurts me inside, leaves me no choice

Emancipate me from my confusion

Redemption is the only solution

In the midst of it all

Never allow my knees to fall

Entice my courage to stand tall

Caught in your scent I can’t resist

All I know is that I must persist

Storms and crash may come and pass

In my heart you will always last

Nostalgic to you, I call home

Only you can bring me back, bring me back home…

dear john...♥

watched this film on its first day! i was so excited, i so love channing while i adore amanda's voice (lang) . we had food trip, errrr!!! it was nice because i was able to reserve tickets over the fone geeez.. that makes me more excited.

we arrived at eastwood 40 minutes earlier, in which case - we're late! because we're supposed to claim the tickets 20 minutes ago! wahahaha..=) so when we arrived the teller needs to call her superior to check if we can still claim the ticket (e hello, there are so many seats left noh!- i was irritated) hehehe. she gave the seats, thank God. or ill get literally pissed off. know why??? because i called up 12noon exactly, the guy told me that fone reservations start at 12noon. so there, but when i confirm our seats at 2pm they are not yet reserved yet. da*n it!!! and they put us at the end of the mid rowww! errrr!!! am i supposed to get the best seats on the house?? hehehe aga ko nag reserve noH??... anyway... mahal bought so much food, which we started to eat even the movie havent started yet,, oh EVEN we havent gone inside the cinema! haha!!

the movie was sweet, sweet thAt jojo kept on laughing. haha! he cant take it! he cant see the point of marrying the sick guy, tim. oh thAt part was good... may be all of us (excpet those who were able to read the book) thought it was the dude who likes savannah...

as the story goes, at the part where savannah broke up with him.. i was thinking... WHY???????? he's so yummy!!!! wahahha.. seriously... why? cant you just wait? just think that itll be over soon? or may be she's the type whom cant stand LDR. cant stand not seeing eachother. i mean hello? it would be right to break up with him if he's cheating on you while he's away... but channing was not! stupid savannah. so i thought.... hmmm.. maybe theres a thirs party on her part, that's the only thing that could bring her to breakup with him. story went on... he started gathering her letters and sent it all on a fire.. (huhuhuhuhu) he said to his commrade.... she's has someone else.. i thought he was lying, making things up to ease his pain... but then it was darn true.... waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...

i hate the fact that savannah doesnt visit john's father, i was wishing that she was the one who discovered his dad when he had an attact... i was wishing that savannah was there at the hospital when john arrived.. err... i really thought she was there listening while john read his letter to his dad.. the camera was like someone's looking at them, listening.. so i thought it was savannah.. and then he went to savannah... there it was revealed that she knows nothing! stupid savannah again. hahahahaha..

she got a call from tim and she sais "i love you" ... but i think that love is different from the love husband and wife share... may be she married tim because, yes, they both need eachother that time.. their both alone. sad..

the ending was happy because they met again. but its too common, its too BITIN!!!


*the picture was taken nights before we watched dear john (at pomenade greenhills).. it looks like im kissing amanda instead of channing! arghhhhh!!!!

atlast..avatar

i was deprived to watch the film in its earlier days. i dont know if it's time or it's just myself. because for some time i was thinking that people are just being enthusiastic to watch it because the maker is the biggest director - of the biggest film - TITANIC. but when people who actually watched it testified that its really great i was practically amazed! haha!! for many years he (cameron) have been working with that film! what gave me the idea it wouldnt be as great as titanic. darn me! wahahaha!! and just a thought - this JUST my thought, a girl who have no knowledge about avatar and computer stuffs - im thinking where the hell did cameron pulled out his idea? i mean i just watched CSI, and they are the one who gave me the avatar thing, like ohhh that's an avatar pala! and when was this a year ago or may be a couple of years ago, but james cameron had the avatar idea working for him foe ten (or more) effin years! did the avatar concept really came from him... hmmmm just wonderin...

i finally got the chance to watch it, after having some drinks with my husband and his friends.. finally! i got him to watch it... at first he thought he'd fall asleep. but he was full-awake the entire movie. it was nice! 3D pa! good job!!

watched it last feb 3, 2010. =)